Aaagh! The first month of 2025 has been a ride. 🚀 So many opportunities, so many lessons—but if I had to pick one, it’s how to stay confident in myself, no matter what.

It started with a failed interview in the first week. 😞 Not because I lacked tech skills, but because my problem-solving wasn’t up to the mark. That stung. I felt embarrassed—like having all the right tools but not knowing how to use them. 🔧🧠

But instead of dwelling on it, I spent the first half of the month diving into new tech, exploring project ideas, and just researching everything I could. 🔍 A deep dive into the unknown—equal parts exciting and overwhelming.

Then, reality hit: my semester was coming up. 📚 I told myself, "Time to focus," but my mind had other plans. One moment, I’m studying. The next? I’m watching a random video on "How Does Microservice architecture was Deployed." 🌌🤦‍♂️

I tried pushing through, but then—plot twist—my university postponed the semester. 😳 Great news, right? Well… sort of. Instead of using the extra time wisely, I ended up postponing everything else too. 😂

Just when I thought I had a break, my internship called. ☎️ “Hey, we need you to work on a project. Urgently.” I thought, "Two days of work? No big deal." So, I got it done—90% finished, submitted it, and told them, "Don't disturb me during my semester!" 😌

But guess what? The production launch happened right in the middle of my exams. 😩 Suddenly, I was juggling between fixing bugs, taking unexpected calls, and trying to focus on my studies. My brain was officially running on multiple threads. 🏃‍♂️💻📖

It was a wild month—one where I learned a lot, struggled a bit, and somehow made it through.Lesson learned: Life won’t always wait for the "perfect" time, so you just have to roll with it.

And that’s how my January went. Let’s see what February brings. 🤞

Man, I literally have no words right now. I’m on the verge of tears over my academic performance. 😭 This month was all about my semester exams, which meant I had to focus on studying… but life had other plans.

See, I was also doing an internship, and juggling both was straight-up chaos. 💀 To make it work, I made the ultimate sacrifice—my sleep. 🛌❌

But after writing my first exam, something hit me. 🤯 I felt this deep sadness, this crushing doubt—like, what if I’m just not good enough? 😞 The stress, the exhaustion, the constant switching between work and studies… it all got to me. And at that moment, I had a realization: The semester isn’t everything. 🤷‍♂️

So, I took a step back. Instead of forcing an impossible study schedule, I started preparing just the day before each exam. 🥲 Where my schedule look like

My schedule? A masterpiece of madness:

• ☀️ Morning: Internship work, fixing bugs, handling tasks. 👨‍💻🐛
• 🌙 Afternoon: Study time... or at least, that was the plan. But sometimes, urgent fixes dragged me back to work. 😵‍💫
• 🌌 Night: PANIC MODE. 🚨 I’d barely covered two lessons, but I needed at least five to score decently. Time to activate the grind. ⚡

From night till 2 AM, I locked in—no distractions, no nonsense, just raw studying. 📚😤 Then, with barely three hours of sleep, I was up again at 5 AM, cramming last-minute topics and solving PYQs like my life depended on it. By some miracle, I finished the last lesson just in time. 🎯

Now, there's just one last exam left, and once that’s done, I’ll officially be done with my BTech 2nd-year, 1st semester. 🎉 Then, it’s back to my real plans—the ones that actually excite me. 🚀

Just gotta survive this last exam. Wish me luck. 🤞😆